Wednesday, December 16, 2009

The Absorption of the Atmosphere

One day in the evening, I was laying on the ground in front of my house, staring at the enormous sky, with an empty feeling of the life. I could barely see a glimpse of a horoscope star sign.
I felt the sky is getting lower and lower, then I was pulled up by the blue sky.

I was absorbed into the massive atmosphere, so I could see the unlimited bounders of the magnificent universe.

Huge stars are surrounded by the planets, solar systems rotating around the black holes, thousands of galaxies combined to form clusters, billions of clusters made super clusters.

Tremendous gas clouds spread all over the dark universe, giving me an unimaginable view of the surroundings.

Among all of theses fascinations I asked myself, honestly- Who am I? I was lost, in my mind- middle of no ware, struggling to find the answer for this question. The more I went through the space, The more I felt myself worth less.

Among all of these wonders, I am just a small being in this universe, what the purpose of my life?
Why am I here, what should I do. so many questions arose in my mind , but I couldn't think any more, clearly.

I have returned to earth, back in my front yard again. It was getting dark, so I made my way to the bed room and lied on the bed, with the same empty feeling that I had before.

I closed my eyes slowly thinking about the unsolved questions of the life. I felt a stilling emotion.

Maybe, few minutes later, I fell asleep.
Then I could hardly remember a tiny voice float through my mind and whispering to me...

Why? Why? Why?

3 comments:

  1. your thinking is getting far from Buddhism
    get back

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  2. yes!, sort of. but I felt that is the most important question that a human being should ask from him self. why am I here?, who am I?, what am I supposed to do?
    any way your comment is appreciated.

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  3. sanoj your thoughts were a bit more than normal. you say it as philosophical perception of life. but i cant think so. it is the symptom of a disease which capture your mind. we say it as 'madness' .................................................................................................................................................
    but its simply superb. keep it up man.

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